Two sides

I know, I just started posting again. However, I always try writing in order to be productive in the existential sense, not in the sense of duties that other people want me to fulfill. So, I might call myself an addict. My parents see me as a workaholic, since I always seem to write, but

Existence is solved (1/?)

You can talk. Therefore lead a good relationship and control people, thus, everything around you. Spend your money. Train your body and eat healthy. Read and learn to answer questions. …and just feel well by eating cookies or playing chess. How much more reasons do you need to understand that you don’t have a reason

Finding Identity

„My Solution vs. The way it’s solved right My Feelings vs. The way a human should feel right now My Thoughts vs. The thoughts of a normal human being My imagination vs. No Imagination My way of moving the chess pieces vs. My opponent’s way of playing chess“ Shun is confused. Yet he feels special

(w/English Content): Fragenstrudel #3

Was bedeutet „w/“? Es ist eine Abkürzung für „with“. Ist es gut dass Arbeitgeber und frühere Lehrer auf diesen Blog zugreifen können ? Ja, dann können sie meine Entwicklung und meine Arbeitsmoral mitverfolgen. Es ist eine direkte kontrolle, und eine Fillterinstanz, damit ich nicht irgendwas hierreinschreibe, seriös bleibe, und eine formale Sprache einnehme. Ist Kontrolle generell

Thoughts on cognitive functions

Actually everyone just has to win, and then, we are done with Life itself. For some, however, winning is a lifetime game that they never achieve and for some, a quick lifetime game of what they achieve through their hard work and perspective. In fact, everyone has already gained through his and her existence. To

Mysteries

What are riddles? Riddles are questions. Riddles are mysterious. And the world is a mystery. Why ? Because everything is information. It doesn’t matter whether you come from „below“ and say that human beings have discovered mathematics, for example, because we were looking for meaning, or whether you come from „above“ and claim that the

Construction

One Sunday evening she noticed that he was no longer there. Johnny is just no longer in bed with her, where he used to be. The smell of his yellowed cigarette was still in the air, and for that moment it seemed to her, that that smell had made up much of his existence. But

Konstruktion

Eines Sonntagabends bemerkte Sie, dass er nicht mehr da war. Johnny ist einfach nicht mehr neben ihr im Bett, wo er sonst immer war. Der Geruch von seiner vergilbten Zigarette lag noch immer in der Luft, und es kam ihr vor als hätte dieser Geruch einen Großteil seiner Existenz ausgemacht. Aber er war fort, kein

Cemetery

Looking back, it seemed like an enlightenment to me. I would just have liked to join them and lay down. But that didn’t work. I’m still alive. It would also be rude. They all seem to be having a lot of fun. I didn’t want to interrupt that. So, I went on. It was dark.

Zufällig

Krieg ist nie schön, besonders nicht, wenn man mitten in der Schrecklichkeit gelandet ist, und sie von nahem erlebt. Andere bekommen es über die Medien mit, wie auch du, vor einiger Zeit. Doch nun bist du hier. Was auch immer geschieht, irgendjemand oder irgendetwas stirbt. Jede deiner Handlungen könnte die letzte sein, sei sie auch