You can talk. Therefore lead a good relationship and control people, thus, everything around you.
Spend your money.
Train your body and eat healthy.
Read and learn to answer questions.
…and just feel well by eating cookies or playing chess.
How much more reasons do you need to understand that you don’t have a reason to kill yourself, but also no reason to live right now?
But by making these things, you’ll have a reason to live, and that’s emotions.
Plain and stupid, I know. I never thought it would be that easy.
But apparently it is.
Again. I’m flattered and bamboozled by my existence.
Our existence.
Existence is solved, we are at peace through two ways : Either we don’t see a meaning in life, so we need to find something that is worth it to fight for, something we think we NEED to do.
…or, the more common, we need to find through, in order to have peace from the world around us.
So we DON’T NEED to do something anymore.
And we can finally do what we actually want to do.
The first thing again: What we think, we have to do. That’s what it really means, to do what you want to do.
And these two sides are constantly fighting each other. That’s chess.
Who wins doesn’t matter. It’s actually the same.
At the end, you’re either happy by doing SOMETHING or doing NOTHING :
So you live, if you win, and you die, if you lose.
Or rather, the more common, at the end of your life, on your deathbed :
You either LIVED or COULD HAVE lived.
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Sleep well, my child.
You deserve it.
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Mexistencey 