Looking back, it seemed like an enlightenment to me.
I would just have liked to join them and lay down.
But that didn’t work. I’m still alive.
It would also be rude.
They all seem to be having a lot of fun. I didn’t want to interrupt that.
So, I went on.
It was dark.
It wasn’t bright in me either, anymore.
Not at the top, and not at the core.
Before I knew it, I joined them.
They all welcomed me with all courtesy, kindness and patience.
And from that point, I wanted to get up again and walk on.
It looked at me from afar and smiled.
Then it went away, although I disturbed the peace at this place.
But apparently my outside was far more satisfied than my inside.
It wanted to show me piece, but since it only knows the rules of cruelness and sorrow, it couldn’t make it before my life-time party.
Strange enough, that I didn’t see it, the way it saw itself.
However, it moved on. Without me. Without my newborn Friends.
That didn’t matter. Because it was life.
Have a wonderful day, stay curious, and …
Thank you for reading!
Mexistencey 